Monday, December 31, 2007

Sex To Meditation, Economics To Spirituality

Guys !!!! Hold Back ..... Yes this is what life is ..... it is a kaleidoscope of mixed phenomenon ....... We start our life learning things at home .... then learn from outside ...... we get involved in carnal pleasures .... the economy has grown, times changed ....... so from the bare necessities of Food, Shelter, Clothes and Sex our necessities have changed ....... Good Food (in a luxurious ambience), Luxurious Shelter (Centrally AC/ Heated, with lush green gardens, and a Swimming Pool with 2 - 3 Cars parked in the Garage!!), Branded Clothes, and Sex ..............


The common thing that remained on the basic level is Sex ....... we still love to do it the way it had been ...... making "Kamasutra" an all time best seller ...... and to attain the rest of the things we need success ...... growth ..... money ...... at all cost and we are ready to adopt any mean ...... "Sam", "Dand", "Arth", and "Bhed" ......


We keep on doing for years and get stressed out ...... we start with smoke .... Alcohols ...... Grass and ..... all fails to reduce the stress and then we need to reduce the level of stress further...... so we go to "meditation" ....... to me it appears that these days "Meditation" is a Hap Thing !!!!


And the cycle is clear ..... Early life ....... Economic Life (Business, Money, Income Tax and hence Economics) ..... Carnal ..... and we are tired so Meditation ......


So, Guys !!!! Common .... Lets discuss everything here

The Economics of Love

Man.... after an age everybody looks for an opposite sex with for who one can become possessive ...... but there are certain culture(s) / rituals to be adhered to when a man is in love !!!


Once in love dude ...... your purse understand the actual meaning of "Inflation" ...... there are too many things to do but your purse is running out of bills ...... man you need to pay ...... whether it be Elevate or PVR ..... and this is the first time you understand better how the rising cost of petrol affects the economy ......

You need to care more for others time ...... Reason ..... if you don't there is "Elasticity of Demand" ....... your demand is highly elastic ...... you fail to manage your time according to others for 3 - 4 instances ....... u will face the threat of "Open Market" ..... Cut throat competition exists ..... if you can't someone else will match ones time according to others .........

So, better you watch ....... Freak, Fun, Masti ..... Everything is Great ..... But "Love" ...... Think Twice ...... Go ahead only if you are serious as this is "SERIOUS" !!!!!

Time & Desire

Good Morning Everybody !!!!I was just wondering and thought to share with you my musings. At times, every human being desperately desire for something, and one works for that with all vigor. Time slips by and one becomes more desperate, starts feeling worries, heart becomes restless, looses interest in daily cores and a strong sense of insecurity engulfs ......

Gradually, the pace of action slows down, one is rescind to his fate, and with the due time he gets what he had desired for, but the pleasure of this getting is not as intense as it would have been at that point of time, and life moves ahead ........

At some point when one looks back, one finds how childish was that behavior, how miniscule was that thing than what he wants at present ...... and the cycle moves on !!!!

Moving on a Fast Track

Geek !!!!

I still remember when I was in school !!! I still remember my School Mates !!! I still remember my college !!! I still remember ........ and there is no reminisces ...... They are still bright in memories, as if it was only yesterday.I met my schoolmates a few days back, just to find that they all have grown grey bears, some white hairs and some mixed colored moustache ..... and their kids were calling me Uncle........!!

So, whether my memories are travelling in time machine or the hustle - bustle of life has made me forgot the pace with which life is moving on ..... I was pondering !!! and was awaken by the sweet voice "Uncle, please pass me that ball, it is under your feet"......

I realise that I really have "Balls under my feet" making me have a roller - costar ride. Life moved on, few things gained, few lost ...... some happy days, some sad days...... the same morning and the same night ......
"Buddhe !!! Kya Soch Raha Hai" ....... one of my friends asked me smiling while handing me over my third Large peg of "Johnny Walker - Black Label" ..... What a blend ...... Like the kaleidoscope of life, 14 Single Malt whisky properly blended and refined to be Scotch. Isn't it life like ...... Many single small incidents; which we tend to neglect just to reach some mental chimerical goal of life that we have set for ourselves; blended at the end into one and refined to become a White Collar or Blue Collar and I now really miss the feelings of those happiness that I would have had from all those little small things. I graduated to become "Mr. Johnny Walker" .... and now probably I am traversing ahead in time to find out my "Label".
Something is in "Fast Track" ---- Time, Life or Thoughts ..............I am moving to catch this "Track" now !!!!

The Paranoid

The Paranoid

I am afraid !!!!!

Down in he memory lane, I remember I was …….. I, and what I am today is not even a reflection of an iota of mine …… Something is missing and missing beyond the recognition level. Either I am not recognizing myself or the time is not recognizing …….. I am in dilemma.
I am afraid of this dilemma …… the fear …… I am loosing myself ….. I am feeling to be a miniscule in the vast and vivacious universe…… The “Big Bang” is engulfing my stature …. I am traversing in the zero gravity …. Senseless, weightless and directionless. I am loosing control ……. Something has taken charge of me …….

“OH MI GOSH ………. I am flying feeling gravity less …. I cannot hold myself, I want to stop ………… please H E L P !!!!!! Save Me !!!!!!! Lend me a hand, I want to be in the Gravity Zone …….. PLEASE help me in gaining my gravity …. I want to be back on the earth …… my homeland ………..” My memories are in past ….. I am cuddling in the arms of my mother. I am in the most secured zone. I AM THE KING. I am crying and my mother is there to feed me.
I am walking with my father holding his fingers ….. I am with the aplomb of life …. I AM THE KING. I want to go to east, west, north, south and my father’s hands are there to guide me, to hold me from falling.

I am driving a bike …… so many vehicles are there and all of them are trying to overtake my bike …… I am no more secured ….. I have to maintain my balance or else I will fall ……. I WILL FALL … I am searching for that cuddling arm, that guiding fingure ….. I HAVE LOST THEM ……. I am driving my car …… I am searching for my way to find someone who can give me her cuddling arm and a finger with who I can again be strong …… I CAN FEEL TO BE A KING …… ALAS !!!!! I am on the wrong path ……. I can never find her ….. I have grown and so is she ……. How can two grown ups be Humane ?? We have all reasons to find fault with our feelings ……. I AM GRAVITY LESS ……. I want a balance in life ……. I want to relax ……… I cannot sleep, at least till there are stars in the sky, I AM COUNTING THEM … 1…2….3….4….., Millions, Billions, Trillions ……. I have to be awake ….. I CANNOT HOLD ME ………….. I have to search …. An endless search ……

I AM AFRAID …… cause the night is Dark, soundless, speechless, and I am loosing my directions, SOMETHING HAS TAKEN CHARGE OF ME ………
“The dark space is engulfing me….. I am sinking ….. I am …….. OHHHH A BLACK HOLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

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Utpal Kant Mishra